Firefighter Cancer Risk Increasing

November 30, 2006

Firefighter cancer risk ‘higher’ original article


Firefighters & Topic Researched in the UK and the USA.

My summary:

Firefighters have a much higher cancer risk than most people can imagine, they risk their lives to save other peoples’. Rates of testicular cancer were 100% higher and prostate cancer 28% higher for firefighters, and their analysis of 32 US and European studies stated. The US researchers looked at studies of 110,000 firefighters, which compared cancer rates of other people. The researchers also discovered a 50% increase in non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma and multiple myeloma.The researchers say that is because firefighters are exposed to many compounds designated as carcinogens, or cancer-causing agents, by the International Agency for Research on Cancer - including benzene, chloroform, soot, styrene and formaldehyde. Researchers are still trying to find a solution to this problem.


Who would ever think that so much can go on in the soul of a young girl?

November 29, 2006

Prompt: “I wonder whether you can tell me why it is important that people always try so hard to hide their real feelings? How is it that I always behave quite differently from what I should on other people’s company? Why do we trust on another so little? I know there must be a reason, but still I sometimes think it’s horrible that you find you can never really confide in people, even in those who are nearest to you.” (p.139)

So I am going to write a “letter” to Anne answering her questions and I’m also going to write about how I feel about this and what people should do to prevent or change this, but I am going to combine both of these so it becomes a letter with how I feel.

Dear Anne,

Based on what I know, I think people try really hard to hide their real feelings so that they will “fit in with the crowd”. When people hide their feelings, I think that they don’t want other people to know how they actually feel, which makes me think that it doesn’t matter enough to them, because if it mattered enough, they wouldn’t just cover it up and fake smile at people or act like nothing is wrong. Also, I think that everyone does this, so it’s normal for you as a young adult to do this. Since everyone does this, that’s what is considered “normal” in some peoples’ points of view, but others feel that you should let out your feelings and not keep it contained inside yourself, because eventually you’ll burst. It’s not that you wouldn’t burst when you let it out earlier, but it’s that the longer you contain it inside yourself the bigger the explosion when you bursts would be. I believe that it’s a chain reaction, one person hides their feelings, then another person sees them do this and follows their lead, then another person adds on to the chain, and it goes on forever.

Behaving differently from what you should is also very normal, I think it’s because if you act like you normally do with some other people, it would feel weird to you and probably that other person. It’s also just an uncontrollable thing, well that’s what I feel at least, because that isn’t how you actually feel, but you can’t change how you talk to them when you actually do it. This also has to do with how much you trust them, because if actually trusted them a lot, then you would be able to behave the way you think you should or would. But trust takes a long time to develop, sometimes even years, it depends on the person, so don’t worry about this too much, lots of people think about this exact question all the time. The people closest to you are very close, but that little gap of weirdness when you say a certain thing is what makes you behave differently. So I think if you just become very close with the people around you, then everyone would have a person to talk to for every problem, unless all the people you’re close with don’t talk about that certain problem.

I hope I helped a bit!

Catrina


Bursting Point *KABOOM*

November 23, 2006

Prompt

If you compared my diary with Anne Frank’s it would be almost identical, well at least up to the part where she changes dramatically. Except for a little tweaks here and there, you wouldn’t even be able to tell which one was whose. When she said, “Mummy is frightfully irritable and that always seems to herald unpleasantness for me. Is it just chance that daddy and mummy never rebuke margot and that they always drop on me for everything?” That is exactly how I feel these days. “Now Margot is just the prettiest, sweetest, most beautiful girl in the world.” Margot is exactly like my brother in the parents’ point of view. They think he is just the kindest, trustworthy, smartest, and caring person. To me, I do sort of look up to him just because he is older, but otherwise he’s just like a normal brother just like to anyone else. It seems that the younger one always gets blamed for everything that happens, even if it wasn’t even their fault. I totally feel this way since I’m the younger one and it always happens to me!

 

 

“I love them; but only because they are mummy and Margot. With daddy it’s different. If he holds Margot up as an example, approves of what she does, praises and caresses her, then something gnaws at me inside, because I adore daddy. He is the one I look up to. … He doesn’t notice that he treats Margot differently from me.” I feel that way too. My mom is usually the one telling me to do this and that, being all uptight to the point where it’s annoying, reminding me to do the same things over and over even though I already told her I would do it later, and now I basically hate her, which might be a bit strong to say, but I don’t say anything to her now except for “ugh” and “i’ll do it later”. I don’t actually have anything to say to her, whereas my brother can talk to my mom and my dad for an hour and still be into the conversation. I’m not saying I’m jealous, because I don’t actually want to sit down and just talk to my parents for that long, I would bore myself to death. My dad, however, is more fun to talk to, and even when he tells me to do stuff he says it in a way that makes me want to do it. A lot of times, my mom treats my brother much differently than the way she treats me, but when I tell her how I feel, she just says, “no that’s not true, I treat both of you the same way, and I love you the same amount.” The only thing I can say after that is sure whatever. I know it’s not true because when she tells me to go do something, she says it like a command, as if she’s talking to a stranger, but if she’s telling my brother to do something, it’s like can you do this for me please? It annoys the hell out of me because she doesn’t realize what she’s doing here. Her temper with me is getting shorter and shorter. My brother and I could say the same thing in the same tone but different reactions would come out of my mom. Apparently life isn’t as fair to some people as others.

While looking back at old diary entries, I noticed that in 2002 I felt the exact same way, so it wasn’t just now; it’s been like that for most of my life I guess I could say. I’ve actually told my mom about how I feel, and all she can say is that it’s not true. So I don’t think it’ll ever change between me and her, whereas my brother will be really close to her. I don’t really plan on trying to talk to her about this again, because I know the only thing that will come out of it is an argument. I don’t think there’s been a single day in my entire life that my mom has not made me feel rejected, annoyed, mad, or sad. I guess I could say I’m sort of used to it now, because its always like this and I think it will be forever. So basically I can’t turn to anyone for help if I really need it except for my friends, who sometimes can’t even help. I’m just going to have to hope a miracle will change this big jumbled up mess.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Memories or Dresses?

November 21, 2006


Prompt: If my parents told me that I had to pack a couple of things in a small bag because we were going into hiding what would I pack? Material things or memorable things? Here is what I would bring and why:

 

First of all I would bring all my old journals and diaries that I have previously written in. this will keep me entertained for a long time reading about my past troubles and thoughts. It will also be interesting because it will show how I wrote when I was younger compared to now. Possibly I could improve just like Anne Frank did in her journal while she was bored in hiding. I would also bring pens, paper, and a diary or journal to continue writing or just doodle on.

Second, I would bring pictures of my friends that I wouldn’t be able to see anymore unless we were able to escape or live through the war. I would probably bring my yearbook too because they’re very memorable too. It showed by the signing on the back page who I was friends with and wasn’t friends with. These will definitely bring back good memories and probably even cheer me up when I’m sad. I thought about this one for a while, because I thought well if I brought my camera it would be very useful and fun to use. I could take pictures of random things when I’m bored and look at them digitally. But I decided not to do that because if there were no electrical outlets to charge, you would never see those photos again, unless you were so bored you were able to invent a charger for the battery without electricity.

Third, I would bring my 2 stuffed animals. They mean a lot to me partly because of who gave it to me, but mainly because of all the good times its had with me and my friends. Not that I think they’re alive and it was happy, but as in how much joy its brought into my life. I would bring them also because they are just so cute and soft. They would probably also be a pretty good pillow :)

 

Lastly, I would bring letters from my friends that I’ve collected over the years. They mean a lot to me and show how much they actually cared for me. My friends have molded me and made me the way I am now. They complete my puzzle.


What Courage Means to Me

November 15, 2006

To me, courage means to be able to face your fears and overcome obstacles. Courage is just like bravery, but different in ways that are hard to describe and understand. I think courage is different for everyone, just like courage for one person can be just to talk to someone who they are scared of, while to another person it could be to discover the wonders of the deep seas. Being able to do something that you wouldn’t think of doing or being able to do is courage. To be courageous, I think people have to know that they might risk something for doing that. For example, if one person suddenly thought of an idea to fly a waterproof kite in the thunderstorm just to see how it would fly, it would be a courageous thing to do because he could risk his life doing that by getting struck by lightning, but he realizes it’s something no one has ever done before and he wants to show people what really happens. So he is basically risking his life just to interest the lives of other people. I also think it’s a brave thing to do, but bravery isn’t really risking anything, it’s just trying something new that you wouldn’t usually think of doing.


ESLR Journal

November 15, 2006

In the first quarter, in Mr. R’s English class, we read a book called Lord of the Flies. Reading the book, a few chapters each day, was our daily homework assignment. When it was first assigned, we thought that this book was going to be so long and boring. Actually it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. The last half of the book was very suspenseful, and I actually wanted to read past what was assigned. In class, the day after reading the assigned chapters, we would have a class discussion. We talked about hidden meanings, overall summarization, and symbolized objects. Lastly, we were assigned a project of our choice, to show our thoughts about the meaning of the book. Throughout this journal, I will tell you how I accomplished being each ESLR, and what I didn’t do.

By being a self-directed learner, I accepted responsibility for my own learning. I also demonstrated competency in a goal setting, time management, and organizational skills by writing down my homework in my planner when it was assigned, as well as writing a schedule for the separate parts to complete my project. Even though it’s a simple concept, sometimes you don’t do it because you overestimate your time management skills, which also helped me become a better academic achiever by improving my ability to continually assess, evaluate, and adjust work to maintain high standards. A problem that arose was that I not able to follow the schedule throughout the whole project or assignment. I sometimes lost concentration while doing things and fell off schedule, or else I decided to do it later and forgot to go back to it. To improve this, next time I would write a schedule for each day and a rough one for the amount of time to do the project in total. By completing that, I would accomplish a certain amount of work each day and not have follow a certain time schedule, but still finish by the deadline. By taking important notes in class I could just read over the notes in the chapters that had those certain points or hidden meanings. I also took creative risks in developing untried ideas by designing and creating a t-shirt for my project. This is a creative risk for me because I do not usually do art projects, because I think I am a bit artistically challenged! But I did an artistic project to see what the difference was, and how it was different from just a poster with information on it. I actually found it quite fun and enjoyable, and I’m glad I chose to do that one. I think that I did an average job being a self directed learner with the book, project, and in class. On a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being poor, and 10 being outstanding, I would give myself a 6 or 7.

I cooperated with people in my class and listened to others speak in the group discussions. I was an academic achiever, demonstrating the ability to work both independently and collaboratively. I showed that I was able to work independently by doing my project independently and efficiently. I think I succeeded at about the same level while working together and alone. This is because when you work together, you can talk and ask others’ opinions, whereas when working alone you just do what you think. While working together, I was able to gather, analyze, and process information from a variety of sources, which helped me become a better critical thinker. I was also able to collaborate with others in appropriate learning situations to achieve group goals, which assisted me in being a better effective communicator. I also accessed various sources for extra information and ideas for my project. By using the dictionary, context clues, and the computer to understand the book, I accessed information from a variety of sources. However I was not always looking at a trusted site; I based it on what I thought it was. Some sites I knew were trusted, and those I used often. Since I did not research many sites for one topic, the understanding may not have been correct. Next time I could improve by looking at more sites for the same information to clarify the accuracy of what I understood. I also demonstrated technological literacy and the use of technology as a tool for the efficient and creative completion of a project by using the computer for information. I think I did an admirable job in being an academic achiever, and I would give myself 9 out of 10.

I was a critical thinker because I identified, evaluated, and used resources effectively for the purpose of problem solving when I looked online for a description of a certain scene in the book. I also asked my classmates and friends. I selected, monitored, and adjusted problem solving strategies by changing the way I think when I read the book. For example, I usually read the book and did not stop until there is something that I did not really understand, and then I would stop and read it over again and again until I understood it, but while reading Lord of the Flies, since the language was a bit tricky, I read the part that I did not understand a few times, and then looked on various sources for a clarification of my thoughts and understanding, just in case I misinterpreted it. I also solved problems using a variety of strategies such as looking online, looking in the dictionary, analyzing what I thought, and analyzing what other people thought, and then I would put all the information I got together, which is gathering, analyzing, and processing information from a variety of sources. This helped me be an academic achiever by accessing information form a variety of sources. I did all of the steps of being a critical thinker, but I did not go in depth in each of these ways of how to demonstrate being a critical thinker. Next time, I would try to summarize my thoughts with what information I got from other people, and thinking why what I think would be right. I think I did a superior job being a critical thinker, so I would give myself 9 out of 10.

I was an involved citizen, who demonstrated responsibility in active decision making by making good choices in the choice of which project I was doing. I tried not to do the same things as what I thought many of people in the class were doing, or what other people were not doing. I did this so that while presenting our projects, the same thing would not be repeated over and over. During the discussions about the book, I tried not to repeat what others said because that would be redundant and a waste of peoples’ time to listen to. By accomplishing that, I also listened respectfully and asked questions to facilitate understanding and achieve insight, which is part of how you become an effective communicator. I demonstrated awareness and respect for the rights of others by thinking of what they would think when I said something, and if it would actually be useful to the learning and progress of the class. Sometimes what I said and thought was wrong, and it brought up confusion in the class. By doing that, I also interacted respectfully with people of diverse cultures when I talked to people in my class that were different cultures than me. I did not really demonstrate care and concern for the environment, because when we were all sitting on the couch having a group discussion, we didn’t spread out, instead we just all crammed onto the couch. And the rest of the room was empty, so we didn’t have any concern for the environment. Other than that, I think I did an outstanding job being an involved citizen. So I would give myself 9 out of 10.

Lastly, I was an effective communicator, demonstrating my creative talents to convey ideas, by creating and designing my own t-shirt that I had to imagine was going to be sold at a book promotion, because I thought it would benefit me because I can imagine things well, and not have to write a lot, since I am not very good at writing what I think. I think I convey ideas best through imagination and creativity. I understood and conveyed written, oral, and visual information using appropriate media. I thought it would be best to show my creativity and imagination by doing this project. I did not do a project which involved oral presenting grading because I did not feel that it was very beneficial to me. This is because when I present, I get really nervous and talk really fast to the point where it is very hard to understand. I also mumble and say the word “umm” a lot because I can’t really think of anything else to say about my presentation. I think I could improve and change this habit because I realize the problem, and now all I need to try and do is find a solution for that problem. Another problem is that I do not make eye contact with people in the audience when I present. I just look at my project and the floor. I think I could fix this by practicing presenting in front of people before presenting it in class. I did all these things, but not to the max. So I would say that I was an acceptable effective communicator and I would give myself 8 out of 10.

Overall, I think I did a good job being each ESLR. There is obviously more room for improvement, so I will try to improve to the best of my ability. I think I did a pretty job completing the 6 levels of bloom’s taxonomy, but again, there’s still room for improvement.


welcome to my blog…

November 7, 2006

hey there. this is catrina’s first blog. she is brimming with excitement, and she thinks you should be too. Go look at her friends’ blog if you dislike her blog. If you were wondering, this is her first post. So don’t say anything about how lame it is. i also have a super cool teacher who set up this whole idea for our class. he thinks that we could help “save paper and the trees” this way. :D